I choose being loyal to friends over what you think is right. And all that shit you said don't even make sense. It's not even about popularity that people get nominated. Why can't I think well of my own friends? If I can't even do that, ( which you didn't ) why would anyone else wanna nominate. You don't have to be spoilt to use vulgarities. You're even more spoilt than anyone of us who uses them. At least we don't always want things our way and don't care about what the rest of the people around us wants. At least I don't compare my bag's brand with your bag's brand. I guess why you thought that way was because you were jealous - jealous of the people we nominated and jealous cos we didn't nominate you. If your friend were to nominate you, I think you would just shut the fuck up. Oh well whatever it's over anyway and I've said my piece alr. Bye
{♥ } Zoe
11:49 AM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Hello, is my tagboard visible?
{♥ } Zoe
3:14 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
It's funny how blind faith often is used Like a net to fall on in desperate times Like a crutch for regret as a last resort I won't let emotions take me And rely on this fence that's fallen on my head Guilt is an entity of its own fall from grace And self-worth is their reminder To feel out of place in your own home Another excuse to divide us and keep the siege at bay As long as thoughts are suppressed we'll think the same
{♥ } Zoe
1:57 AM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Gym with Renee today!
And then it was the night with all the people who ended their Os today. Haha, but i'm home early, earlier than the rest of them.
{♥ } Zoe
11:59 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
I didn't go to church today, and I spent my morning away watching Chicken Little. Not as nice as I thought it would be, and it'll be a total waste of money to watch it in the cinema.
Met Michelle in the afternoon and we caught Exorcism of Emily Rose! Like finally, and it's so freaky to be true. All the devils from hell in someone whose faith was so strong. And she sacrificed herself. So this whole day's been pretty good, both of us bought the same nice thing. Heh heh :] And we're in a lucky draw for nano! And plus, both of us got a tote bag from topshop for free each, and Michelle got a 10dollars gift card. So worth it and so easy to spend money in topshop. Haha.
So I've work again tmr, AND dreadful early morning training too. Oh well...
{♥ } Zoe
12:14 AM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO CLEAR A FREECELL GAME FOR A LONG TIME!
I watched a rugby match with Philicia today, and I think rugby's so cool but I'll never ever wanna have scars on my face and having it getting stitched up 13 times. Haha. Oh well.
I think I need some really really good sleep, like for two days or something. Goodnight
{♥ } Zoe
11:20 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
Hello internet, hello blog, hello Vicky, Bird, Nura, Jen, Michelle! Haha I miss my computer so much, haven't touch it for days.
Work's been good so far, Michelle and I finally got to work at the counter at the same time :D Heh heh. So no more oil splatting on my face, and no more going home smelling of fastfood. Now it's good aircon but so much more stressful. But oh well, of course we've to make sacrifices sometimes.
Everyday's been occupied with work, and I miss everyone else. Lucky I had time with Renee today for a very short while. I think working's so much better, like you're so occupied with everything, you don't have time to think. And all the thinking comes in only at night. Haha. Oh well whatever, I'm so happy to know people still visit my blog :D Heh heh Ciaooo people
{♥ } Zoe
12:56 AM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
It's another new week, means November's ending soon, means I'm getting my pay soon, means Nat's coming back soon, means school's starting soon! But most importantly, means Os are ending soon! :D But not like I'm taking Os now anyway. Haha
{♥ } Zoe
10:43 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
I've been drifting apart from everything, being in the kitchen for the whole day, and then not knowing what's going on out of that place. I really need to prioritise my things properly and spend some good time with the people I know I won't be able to spend time with anymore, but that's if they even wanna bother. So let's talk about this phrase today: It takes two hands to clap. Sometimes no matter how hard you try to reach to the other hand, you never seem to be able to reach it for them to clap, because the other hand's not moving and there's a limit to where one hand can go, and the one that's moving, has its own limits. I think God's a really cool man, who's able to make people think life is never fair but I think it's actually very fair. What you give to all the people around you (generally), is what you get back (generally). But what you give to one person is not what you get back from the same person. If you don't know what I'm talking about then forget it. There're really so many things going on that I really don't understand. Everybody's so different, and additionally, they're different at different points of time. And that's when people start saying others being two-faced. Everything's so confusing, I really need a break and spend my off days wisely, like with Renee, Weiling, Dawn, Jen or something :)
I worked alone today, it's still equally tiring. And today, I also got back my streaming results. I think the company I'm gonna have is more important than my combination. So I'm not gonna appeal cos I think I'll really enjoy myself in my new class :D Oh well, no A maths? No phy/chem? BIG DEAL! I have a cool class to make up for that. Heh heh. Hello fellow 3/9 '2006 classmates who're reading my blog now! :D I really can't wait for next year. Ciaooo I'm off to bed
{♥ } Zoe
1:51 AM
Friday, November 11, 2005
Noah's Ark Everything I need to know, I learned from Noah's Ark.
ONE: Don't miss the boat. TWO: Remember that we are all in the same boat THREE: Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the Ark. FOUR: Stay fit. When you're 60 years old, someone may ask you to do something really big. FIVE: Don't listen to critics; just get on with the job that needs to be done. SIX: Build your future on high ground. SEVEN: For safety's sake, travel in pairs. EIGHT: Speed isn't always an advantage. The snails were on board with the cheetahs. NINE: When you're stressed, float a while. TEN: Remember, the Ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic by professionals. ELEVEN: No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting.
My instructions were to send this to people that I wanted God to bless and I picked you. Please pass this to people you want to be blessed. Give it! Don't just get it.
(It's meant to be an email, but you know, I don't send emails to people and I thought this was really nice so I decided to put it here instead. )
{♥ } Zoe
11:55 AM
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
First day at work today, first time I ever had to wear such ugly pants that reminds me of someone in school. Haha. And the first time I ever had to tuck in my shirt so much, first time I had to finish my meal in less than 30minutes. Oh God, so many sacrifices. I'm starting to regret now, especially all the heat that's been burning my face. But maybe it'll help my face to become less round. Heh heh :D And the people there, not very friendly I must say, lucky I've Michelle :)
{♥ } Zoe
12:08 AM
Friday, November 04, 2005
Your Monster Profile
Creepy Gaze You Feast On: Starbucks You Lurk Around In: Flocks of Freshmen You Especially Like to Torment: Hippies
I've tried to be nice. But so much for even trying, maybe being a bitch gets you further sometimes, and you won't get hurt by those fuckers around you.
And to you, thank you so much for whatever happened today, thank you for leaving a scar on me again to remind me how much you hate me. Let's see how long it'll take for this to recover, the last time, it took almost 3 fucking years. Fuck you bitch